Sunday - April - 17th

I went to the local Unitarian Universalist Church for the first time in my life. It was an intriguing experience. For the most part I enjoyed the things the pastor said. She was thoughtful. However, I still don't feel like there is an organized religion out there to which I feel a sense of belonging. I certainly praise the Unitarian Universalist Church for trying :). After church, I went for this really long and enchanting walk in the rain. It was beautiful. I danced a little on the street as the rain fell. I felt my spirit through and through and knew that in that moment I was divine. I've spent so many years looking at myself through a microscope analyzing every microscopic organism, seeing all my imperfections, and feeling disappointed. Now, I feel mesmerized by the tiny details in every living, vibrant organism within me. There is a singer, a poet, an artist, and a dancer within me. Each of which expresses with courage and vitality that they are beautiful, divine, creative, and spirited. I look at myself walking down the street with a smile that spreads so big that my arms reach out and spread like wings. I felt that if fairy dust sprinkled upon my head I would surely float away.

-GIRLINAPINKBERET